Here's to hoping that our redo anniversary will be special. I just want it to be special, you are so special, you are so so special, but I want to feel special too. I wanted to feel like you'd go out of your way and take some time and think of something that you know would make up for the way the last one went. But making up for something you've done wrong is not your style, there are no real "I'll pay you backs" because you never really go through with it. I love you so so much, I'm just trying to figure out why things feel like this so often, where it's you doing something wrong and making a promise or saying something and never really doing it-- like it was the promise that counted. I just want you to put in a little more effort, just make me feel special for a day, take me somewhere, don't demand I choose, treat me like a man treats a woman he loves, take care of dinner, take care of me. I don't know, I feel like just wanting you to treat me special is something that is a root problem in our relationship So which of us isn't doing our job? I just want one day
I love you
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